Saturday, August 16, 2014

Cerita Mengandung...

Cerita mengandung …. buat kali kedua kali ini sungguh macam-macam. Ketidaktentuan hala, emosi dan fikiran saya memikirkannya walaupun kandungan baru mahu masuk 16 minggu.
Terlalu banyak pengalaman baharu juga dirasakan walaupun baru masuk fasa trimester kedua. Pertamanya, sudah tentulah kali ini memang kelahiran adalah dijangka di Kuala Lumpur dan bukan macam di rumah lama dan hospital dulu di Sungai Buloh. ‘Hometown’ saya juga. Hiks. Makanya segala pregnancy check up and maternity matters related are all will take place at a new place, here in Kuala Lumpur.
Makanya juga segala perkara serba-serbi jadi baharu. Challenges are different and variable too. Woa! Things that I have to endure with love, by hook or by crook. Peace.
Kisah macam-macam cerita mengandung kali ini terutamanya yang berlaku pada saya dua tiga hari lepas. I’ve been suffering from muscles pain on my right abdomen side which I assumed at first it was only abdominal pain and dull pain kind of.
Tidak pernah-pernah kena waktu Imran Imtiyaz dahulu. This is kinda rare but still not too panic as I observed all time, I did not experience any other serious complication like bleeding or etc. Maka bertenang sahaja sambil roger kawan-kawan doktor saya dan bertanya itu ini, the symptoms and what to do to ease the pain.
Google juga jadi rujukan sepanjang masa.
Dua malam juga tahan sakit. Hari kedua, sakan saya baring sahaja tanpa bergerak banyak. Kalau mahu bergerak sekalipun, I will really need to lean on / hold on something so that I can slowly, properly stand up. In order to make steps, I will need (again) to as-if-like-carry-my-stomach so that I won’t feel that pain while moving. Ohhhh kedengaran sangat perit bukan?
Itulah pengalaman 2 hari yang memang tersangat banyak berpaut pada lengan suami untuk bergerak. Tidur malam juga hanya memandang langit and hardly move atau tidur mengiring, my favourite position ever since I am young.
Keesokannya memang ada maternity check-up appointment dan syukur banyak sebab lebih senang sikit saya hendak bangun pagi itu. The pain seems went away, slowly and I can at least jalan tanpa perlu pegang perut (yang dah ghupe macam orang tengah dalam pantang itu). Went to doctor and they said it’s normal during this time of pregnancy and it proved other way round in which I am actually lacking a lot of calcium, sugar intake and water. Sad, sad … and saddened (actually) by the doctor’s explanation I heard on that day as……
……….. fasting is not advisable for me to do at this very moment and many few weeks onward. Sedikit hampa di situ. Dapat tahu pula I am back to pre-pregnancy weight (though I am happy to the max looking at the smaller number), doc advised to take frequent, proper meal with proper nutrients so that I can gained more calcium and also to consume more water.
That’s the most recent about my pregnancy, so far. Entering 16 weeks, surely makes  me more even nervous each day. Entah kenapa, fefeeling macam kehamilan pertama yang mencanak-canak dalam diri. Mungkin atas sebab faktor pengalaman dan jarak usia pregancy dulu dan sekarang itu kut. Insyallah, doakan yang baik-baik sahaja untuk kami berdua.
On another note, this month is my absolute-favourite month, for life. Expecting nothing much and always looking forward more opportunities, chances, more of that health and wealth in leading a good life, living with a darling husband and smart-chicky-healthy-son … especially with new age is approaching, just around the corner. Hiks.

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